Fail To Accept

Previously, i expressed the feeling of waiting. Now, i am going to share you the moment since you acquire what you have been waited for long time, no longer what you actually expected. Gosh, it gonna be a little bit disappointed when i knew the reality of my current job application. Anyhow, i know i crap most of the time in the interview. I appreciate those interviewers who spent their time for me at the moment. Frankly, sometimes i wonder am i really suitable to work in IT field? This question has cracked my head and twisting my brain. Do i need to go on my current job or again i gotta throw myself in the field of my major? Perhaps, i should let the god to decide my destiny. "hey cyrus, you gonna be more optimistic and do not give up easily!!" The sentence suddenly appear in my mind. No pain and no gain, whoever might have ups and downs. No matter how, just assume it's merely a learning curve for you to be mature and stronger than before. I promise myself as well as my future not to just fill up with blank. I am such a good motivator right?